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Have a really advance Father's Day Celebration earlier on and today shall update!

bought daddy and mummy to JP swensen and nom nom!

because it's around the peak hours and thus, lot's of people queue-ing up.

Food were delivered rather slow but the staff were all so kind.

=)

got this from fairprice.

I guess most of them seen this makeup remover wet tissue ads on tv.

=)

I've tried and it's really good.

That's me and this 2 pics marks an end of this entry and will blog on my iphone and cool apps on next entry.

Stay Tune!

Sometimes I act like nothing is wrong because I wanted to maintain the current situation.

Because I treasured the time I have with u so I would usually meet u earlier.

I willing to buy lots of clothings not just because I love to shop,

but also wish that u would praise me "pretty" one fine day.

I've always love to quarrel with u on tiny things because I wanted ur attention badly.

I'm not happy when u went out with girls because that's how I show u how much u meant for me.

Everytime I cried it would always be u, the reason.

Those hurtful words u said when u're not happy always appear in my mind because to me,

that's what your heart really says.

I still remembered u said how selfish I am for not giving a thought for u.

U opened ur bdae chalet and refuse to let me go because u said I cannot socialize with ur friends.

U still contact with that particular ex girlfriend who calls me a bitch.

I remembered that night at genting u told me that nightmare that I always hope it didn't happen,

because before u told me I trusted u wholeheartedly.

When I told u I feel in secure u would always reply "you think too much",

but I didn't really think because that's how u make me feel.

When I asked u why did you love me?

U would reply "because you're stupid" .

I remember u told me that you're tired of me during one of the quarrel we had last year.

I feel so upset that I literally crying while on the way to work,

and during work,

which make bunny so worried that she drop by after school just to check if I'm ok.

That's the first time I feel so heartbroken and down.

I remembered after that sms I never send u anymore messages until u messaged me again.

I remembered how stupid I am just to wait for u to finish ur warcraft game from maybe 8pm to 5am.

I would just sit on the sofa and look at u playing.

The funniest part is I did this for about 5 years.

I would always call u "laogong" everytime I see you.

and I remembered u told me don't call u that infront your friend cause u will feel "paiseh".

I was quite hurt and angry,

because u are the one who wants me to call u that.

But if u realize something,

I actually call u "laogong" lesser,

because it would usually only appear in smses.

I sms u and call u lesser,

I cry lesser,

I didn't sit on the sofa and wait for u anymore

because I would rather spend the time doing my own stuff,

we quarrel lesser,

because we talk lesser.

I've no longer care who u contact and who u go out with,

because I would do the same thing like u did.

I no longer asking u stupid question because I know,

u would make a big turn to tell me how stupid I am.

Maybe I am really stupid,

because I am still holding on to u.

Though there's already so much hurt done.

But on a happier note:

I still love u.

But not "THIS" much anymore.

This are the stuff that stuck in my mouth because I don't have the courage to tell u.

Till not, still couldn't tell u.

All I wish is u, treat me nicely instead of beating me all the time.

(not those hitting and kicking kinda abuse but just playful beating me)

I'm a girl too, I wish to be treated like a girl and if can,

I would really wish to be like a normal girlfriend,

hug me when u see me.

or say sweet stuff when I feeling down.

U know, u never treat me like this before?

The way u treat me right now is more like a wife u have married for a long long time.

I cannot imagine the image of us after marriage.

I think by that time, it's no longer love anymore.

This is not a breakup entry or whatsoever,

I am just trying to express my feelings.

Anyway, he won't be reading this also because he doesn't even read my blog.

PS: The actual date of this entry is 12/06/10

I don't want it to appear in the top part of the entry because this entry isn't meant to be read.

All the way from France to Singapore.

<3

Longchamp in Roasalie.

No, this is not a replica.

=)

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Today went to Ikea for lunch then queensway shopping centre with Boyfriend.

Boyfriend very tired.

MEATBALLLLLLL!!!!!

Tada~

That's me in my new hairstyle.

Short but I like it.

=D

PS: Boyfriend shop like mad today. =X

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你知道吗？

相爱容易相处难。

像现在，一个星期可能只能见到你一次，

我们话少，

见面少，

我们也很少吵架。

这起初我觉得是好事，

但现在，我好没安全感。

这不是他的错，

也不是我的错，

是时间，时间不够。

应该是吧。

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Pig Rabbit.

<3

A gift from someone.

Thank you.

=)

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Meet up with my jiemeiz last sunday and it's an enjoyable one.

Never get to take a proper pic with stefie cause she left way too early.

Taken by Qing.

I don't know what to say about this but I think she loves my green bra straps?

COFFEE BEAN GREEN TEA ICE BLEND WITH WHIP CREAM.

Very niceee.

<3

If u were a tea lover, go try it.

Anyway,

this few pictures are like the last pics of me with long hair cause right now,

I've sholder length hair. No longer that long like before.

Almost everyone say it's wasted.

Such long hair takes really long time to grow back yea?

But to me,

I'm totally fine with my hair right not,

just that it's end anyhow-ly curl left and right and looks weird.

Go for rebond maybe?

ermmm...

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I WANT I WANT I WANT!!

PENTAX DSLR!!!!!

Give me a RED ONE!

Orange oso can!

GOD Purple oso can!!!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

In love in love.

Which one do you love most?

I wish there's yellow colour or hot pink.

=/

Last Sunday...

went to pepper lunch with BF for the very first time.

BF's

mine.

<3

and he prefer mine MORE.

He's stealing my food.

That's me on that day it self.

=)

Love my very vintage knitted top.

It's a real vintage okay!

My mum's old top, found it when she's clearing her wardrobe.

That particular sunday was a really eventful day.

I've been followed by a bangala all the way from jurong point to my home area.

NABEI!

I am clever enough not to go straight home.

I lead him to a ma ma house and I bought a ice cream and sit infront of the seller and eat!

He did tried to wait but I am so dammn slow that I think he lost his patient.

Girls,

Please be careful if you're going home alone, even if it's

broad day light because it already happened to me.

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Finally D.I.Y again!

A minnie mouse Hp ears.

all done by me and it's pretty easy!

Choose a black felt.

I bought my from Daiso.

Cut a pair of circle

Find a red polka dot ribbon.

I got mine from some unwanted spoiled hair accessory.

Stick it like this and u're almost done!

If the pair of ears is too big,

slowly use a scissors to cut into a smaller circle.

This hp accessory will fit better for a flip phone.

<3

Till next time for more Creative entry!

PS: My fav. stray kitty.
She loves to take the lift with me every night I come back home from work.

Cute to max!

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You know how human <3 to dwell in the past.

No matter happy stuff or sad stuff;

we would just dwell and dwell as long as the memories still exist in our brain.

After dwelling;

u would compare.

Compare it with your current life.

Most of the time, we would curse and swear on how hard our life is as each day passes.

I feel so life-less nowadays not just because work occupied most of my time,

it's also because I couldn't see BF that offen like before.

I'm still not use to it.

Sometimes when I feel insecure, I would ask stupid question.

Serves me right, he always give me hack care attitude.

It's either because he is sleepy or playing games..

LOTS OF EXCUSES!

He will never run out of excuses. Something which I think he is really proud of.

After all this nonsense, of cause I feel even more insecure and upset.

It's normal okay! So don't compare or judge me!

Then I would go to his old blog and read some entries.

This particular blog entry extracted above says:

Been having a slight prob with her lately, i feel i am not caring enuff for her, sometimes when she ask me something tat i shld noe, i dun.Maybe we've been 2gether for 2 long, tat is y i am taking her for granted.I noe i wun change much, but i just hope that she noes i care for her no matter how my heck-care i may be, i prioritise her over alot of stuff.

Everytime I finish reading, I would feel a tiny bit of being loved.

That entry is writen in 2008 lor.

Quite long ago.

=/

But when I miss-ed him, I would read his old blog though it would always be those same few entries.

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